Video: Implants Victim Seeks Help

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=74Os-iN9J0Q

This video shows my implants better than photos do. Searching for an honorable doctor or attorney to help me.

Here is a link showing when this technology first came out:

http://archotol.jamanetwork.com/article.aspx?articleid=1688121

From this document:

“The first CI was implanted by William House and John Doyle of Los Angeles, California, in 1961. In 1964, Blair Simmons and Robert White of Stanford University, Stanford, California, placed a 6-channel electrode through the promontory and vestibule directly into the modiolus.”

I was born & adopted in the late 1960s through a catholic agency. In the last few years, I have seen a number of adoption scandals come out where babies were stolen from the natural parents, who were then told the newborn died, and that the doctor would “handle it”, so the mother wouldn’t have to deal with the emotional trauma of seeing her “dead child”…. the child was then sold… sometimes to parents, but sometimes, into experimental mind control programs. I am one such child.

I need real legal & medical help. I have been searching for years now, & have not been able to locate anyone close enough to me to help me find out the truth. I would like to have one of these two, RFID-sized implants removed, so I could hopefully find a serial number & track down the manufacturer.

Brain Implants: Jose Delgado’s Remote Controlled Bull

This is a link to a video showing Dr. Jose Delgado’s bull experiment, where he is able to remote control a bull to stop it from charging. I have implants in each ear that are the size of RFIDs, photos of which can be found elsewhere in my blog at this wordpress site. I was experimented on without my consent, sold into this sick program through adoption.

http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=17eef_4807

If this doesn’t wake you up to the capabilities of brain implants, and the fact that they had these capabilities back in the 1950s, then nothing will, and you should go back to sleep.

Dr. Delgado was financed by the Office of Naval Research.

THIS IS A BILL

THIS IS A BILL

I am owed, by parties cited below (and possibly others not cited below), my life, health, freedom, wellbeing, freewill, and indeed, my very soul, back from all parties involved in the placement of my personal property (myself) into an experimental mind control program, without my consent, that involved the use of RFID-sized implants in my ears, which served to change me from the person I was born to be.

My HUMAN RIGHTS WERE VIOLATED. While there is no amount of money that can recoup my loss or replace what has been stolen from me, I deserve at least that from those involved. I did not consent to be taken from my birthmother, or placed into an experimental program involving the use of implants (see photos below), therefore I am owed all those things above, plus the amount of 5 million dollars for mental anguish, loss of livelihood/employability, for all bills acquired by me, which are a direct result of my being influenced by these implants.

Since I can feel both sides of each implant, they obviously go directly through the cartilage of my ears, and it cannot be doubted that they are unnatural foreign objects, and not, as some would say, keloid scars or cutaneous horns. Their size is the same as that of RFID implants. Given the sensations I experience and have experienced through them, I must conclude they are some form of microchip or RFID chip.

         

                                          

This bill is directed to, but not limited to, the following participating parties:

Catholic Charities for possibly stealing me from my natural parents, for holding me in their custody for the first 6 weeks of my life, causing an attachment disorder, and for placing me in a family, solely because they had money (upper middle class in the late 60s) but were not necessarily meant to raise more children. I was often left alone, neglected, verbally and sometimes physically abused, and was given television as a main baby sitter. I had a near drowning at 3y/o. I was allowed to play alone in the woods at 6 years old and beyond. I spent the latter half of my childhood in a literal house of mirrors. The use of mirrors in mind control is a heavily documented subject, and drownings at the age of 3 are often cited in ritual abuse cases.

Whatever company or entity manufactured the RFID chips that are in my ears.

Whatever doctor or entity implanted those chips into my ears.

Whatever agency, group, company, entity, or human being that authorized the placement of those chips into my ears.

Whatever agency, group, company, entity, or human being that utilized the implanted RFID chips for whatever experiment I was involved in, past, present, or future.

Whatever group, company, entity, or human being who profited from the placement of said implants.

Whatever group, company, entity, or human being who profited from the suffering endured by me as a result of the placement of me in any experimental program, including any program that involved the use of any implanted chips on my body.

Here is a short explanation of what I have been through as a result of what was done to me:

I was born in the late 60s, after Dr. Jose Delgado had begun working on brain stimulation with implants in the heads of rats, cats, dogs, and even a bull. He was able to “play animals like instruments”. This research was begun in the early 50s, at least 15 years before I was born. This technology has positive aspects in the ability to improve the quality of life for many people who are disabled, but it obviously fell into the wrong hands, because it had powerful, far-reaching, negative effects on my quality of life and on my emotional wellbeing.

Since I have never felt pain in the sites of these implants, I am forced to conclude that they have been with me since birth. Since I was held in custody of the adoption agency for the first 6 weeks of my life, it seems logical to think that it was most likely done during the period between 12/12/1967 and 1/22/1968. If they were implanted during that time, they may have been used to “play me” in the same way that Dr. Delgado’s animals were “played”. This means that various parts of my brain were possibly stimulated to make me depressed, sad, lonely, apathetic, emotionally disturbed, causing me to make very bad decisions in life, and to eventually become a drug addict, so that I would be easily labeled and discredited. I am no longer a drug addict, but have been left with emotional trauma that I cannot heal.

It must be noted that, when these “chips” were implanted in my head, it was WITHOUT MY CONSENT, AND it was most certainly NOT LEGAL to do so. Even if they were somehow implanted into my head during my last surgery in November of 2004 (and I am not saying they were), it was still NOT LEGAL to do so without my consent. That being said, I never felt pain in the sites of the implants after that surgery in 2004, or after any surgery I have ever had, which is why I believe it was done to me as an infant, which is reprehensible.

I am not necessarily blaming my adoptive parents because I do not know how much they knew about my having implants (although I do suspect some knowledge on the part of my father), they could have just been following the pattern they grew up with. I am not blaming my adoptive brother, because I know how he was treated when he lived in the house with us, although he did do a number of things that were frightening, to say the least.

The combination of childhood neglect and abuse, having TV as a main babysitter (flicker-rate/refresh-rate hypnosis), and being implanted with RFID chips in each ear, which have been influencing me on a subliminal level throughout my life, thereby removing a large portion of my freewill, have prohibited me from reaching my true potential & have stolen the person I was meant to be from me. This is nothing to say of the effects of flicker-rate hypnosis & post hypnotic suggestion.

All that would be needed to determine the responsible parties would be to remove at least one implant and find a serial number from it. This would allow me to track down the manufacturer and who they sold it to. IF I DIE before I am able to do this, I ask for an AUTOPSY to be performed, to remove these implants, and track down the manufacturer. I am asking for this because my quality of life has severely declined over the past few years, since I became a target for what is now being called “soft kill“, “slow kill“, and “no-touch torture“, and I am concerned about how much time I have left. I suffer all the symptoms of other targeted indiviuals.

I have been VIOLATED on a level that is difficult to quantify, but I am trying my best to put it into words.

By the way, I was not born into this world, to be ripped off by the collective, and given next to nothing in return. Those who were & are involved in doing this to me will be damned as they have damned me. Period. End of story.

For more information on the capabilities of brain implants in the 1950s & 1960s, as demonstrated by Dr. Jose Delgado, please see the following documents online:

http://www.wireheading.com/delgado/brainchips.pdf

http://www.skewsme.com/implants.html

The use of children from orphanages for experimental programs is known by many, including those involved in these programs. For more information about how adoption agencies sell children in general, see these documents:

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2049647/BBC-documentary-exposes-50-year-scandal-baby-trafficking-Catholic-church-Spain.html

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_international_adoption_scandals

http://www.arcticbeacon.com/greg/headlines/us-catholic-charities-linked-to-child-experimentation/

http://news.yahoo.com/forced-adoptions-for-unwed-mothers-around-the-globe.html

For more information on the effects of adoption on children in general, see these documents:

http://www.originsnsw.com/mentalhealth/id2.html

http://darkwing.uoregon.edu/~adoption/studies/HarlowMLE.htm

For more information on Human Rights, see this document:

http://www.un.org/en/documents/udhr/

 

 

 

 

 

 

I Am a Human Being

Sadly, I find myself repeating the statement made by John Merrick, in The Elephant Man: “I am not animal, I am a human being!”

As some of you know, if you’ve read some of my documents about my case as a mind control victim and targeted individual, my initials spell CAT. So I just heard a voice, coming through these glorified headphones (see photos below) implanted in each of my ears, “we are killing off the animals”. So I responded with, which I am sure they expected, “I am not an animal, I am a human being”. They probably got a good laugh at that one.

This is yet another reason why I know I have been a mind control victim. I was named with these initials specifically so I could be dehumanized by my stalkers, who are somehow able to communicate to me through these implants. This shouldn’t be difficult to recognize, if you are aware of Dr. Jose Delgado’s research involving putting a stimoceiver into a bull’s brain to be able to stop it from charging, using a remote control. This research, done during the 50s and 60s, allowed Dr. Delgado to “play animals like instruments”. If this technology was available back then, what is it being used for now? How far has it advanced since Delgado’s work?

I am reminded of a movie made in the 70s, called “The Andromeda Strain”, in which they showed people in this underground army base using a touch screen computer. The screen was on a bulky monitor, yet if you watched, you could see the display actually change, behind the glass, when the operator touched a virtual (graphic) button on that display. This tells me that any new technology has probably been around at least 20 or 30 years before it is released to the public. Most people take this idea about technology for granted anyway, but seeing that movie put it into perspective for me.

I have been in constant pain for over four years now. Most of my pain is unfortunately located in my privates. It feels like I am being electrocuted in my vagina. I hope that doesn’t offend anyone, but I just don’t know how else to say it. The only relief I get is when I am asleep. Coincidentally, the only relief I get from the voices coming through these implants is also when I am sleeping. I have a flashback, involving a procedure I had done to remove cervical dysplasia, during which, I was under a general anesthetic. Four years after the procedure was done, I began to have symptoms of a condition, called vulvodynia, which is often caused by trauma to the area. Two years after the pain started, and six years after the procedure, I had a flashback of a doctor using a very loud instrument on me; my mother was there, I could hear the instrument and my own screams.

Many targeted individuals who have done research on the voices phenomena are aware that the capability exists called “heterodyning” that is used to project voices at a person, which no one else can hear. I get this type of transmission also, but the fact that I have obvious implants in the cartilage of each ear (see photos), and the size of these implants (the exact size of RFID chips), tells me that they may have been used, throughout my life, during my sleep, to program me, and to manipulate my emotions, beliefs, opinions, and who knows what else. Could it be that these implants caused me to be depressed, apathetic, angry, uneasy, and generally negative throughout my life? It wouldn’t be hard to recognize the possibility once one has read about Dr. Delgado’s research.

Below are photos of my implants, which can be plainly seen and felt:

   

 

As you can see, the implant is not noticeable, until I lightly pull back on the top part of my ear. I can put my finger into the top part of my ear, behind the implant, and feel the rounded, other end of it, meaning that the implant goes right through the cartilage.

I am desperate to get at least one of these removed, so I can get a serial number from it and track down who made it, so I can find out who did this to me. I would have a big, fat lawsuit against the organization responsible for putting implants into a baby’s head, if I could just find an honorable attorney and doctor. I am just not sure if honorable professionals in these areas exist anymore, after what I’ve been through over the past few years.

Most brain implants have wires attached to them, allowing deep penetration into the brain, so that various areas can be stimulated, creating various effects. Delgado was able to put previously calm people into rages, and vice-versa. Yet, when I have gone online to talk about the variety of mental, physical, and even metaphysical tortures I have been through, many people like to tell me I am crazy.

For more information on Dr. Jose Delgado’s stimoceiver work, please see these links:

http://www.wireheading.com/delgado/brainchips.pdf

http://www.skewsme.com/implants.html

I am deeply grateful to those who have offered information to me regarding my situation, like MJ, who sent me a link to a story about a catholic agency, in Spain, responsible for selling 300,000 babies, telling most mothers that their babies died at birth.

I am angry with those who had the capability to do the right thing and investigate, but did nothing, except call me a liar. An example of this is the psychologist who had the nerve to tell me that these things in my ears were just keloids (a type of scar). Well, here is an example of what keloids look like:

Keloids are scars that are raised above the skin. They do not occur on their own, for no reason, in symmetrical locations. People generally do not feel vibrations through them or hear voices through them, regardless of location.

I had one person try to tell me that they were cutaneous horns, which look nothing like what I have on my ears. Cutaneous horns result from a buildup of keratin in an area, usually on the face or ears. I have yet to find a case where they developed in symmetrical locations, and they are above the skin, not under it, like my implants are. Incidentally, when I have searched the term “subcutaneous horns”, what I find are actually cutaneous horns, according to the photos I have found which are the same ones I found when searching the term “cutaneous horns”.

This is a cutaneous horn:

 

 

 

 

 

This is one of my implants:

 

Can you see the difference?

The fact that medical professionals have been unwilling to help me so far, speaks volumes. The fact that these voices have gotten me labeled as schizophrenic, yet I was denied by a judge for disability, also speaks volumes. Clearly, I was denied for disability because if I was granted disability, I would have healthcare, and I might have been able to get a doctor to look at these things. Once I get a serial number from one of these implants, someone would be exposed for their role in unlawful and unethical experimentation done on an unwitting victim.

Could it be that I was sold, through adoption, to be a part of some sick experiment, involving the use of implants, among other things, including mirrors, neglect, and abuse? It becomes harder and harder for me to deny the possibility.

If you, the reader, know of any honorable attorneys or doctors who might be willing to help me discover the whole truth, I would certainly give you a portion of any settlement or lawsuit award I might receive as a result.

Thank you for reading!

Peace.

For Those Who Doubt My Status as a Mind Control Victim, Please Read the Following:

For Those Who Doubt My Status as a Mind Control Victim, Please Read the Following:

The following quote is from a book about mind control, and can be found here: http://www.scribd.com/doc/95081260/56101031-the-Illuminati-Formula

“Some children live in foster homes, or with adopted parents, or in orphanages, or with caretakers and guardians. Because these children are at the mercy of the non-related adults, these types of children frequently are sold to become mind-controlled slaves of the intelligence agencies. In review, remember that because many of these organizations are controlled by the Illuminati; an Illuminati slave may often work for one of these front groups, while the Illuminati maintain control over the base-program.”

-Fritz Springmeier & Cisco Wheeler from “The Illuminati Formula to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Control Slave”

This photo is of my ear, without me pulling back on it to expose the implant.

Implants now seen after I pull back on ear

I am posting this because I have heard so many people doubt the fact that I have implants in my head. They say, “why would anybody want to do that?” and “what makes you so special”, or “why you?”

I assure you, it is not because I am special. In fact, I am anything but. I am just another adoptee used in a horrible, nightmarish human experiment. They don’t use so-called “special people” for what they have done to me. Rather, they use those they consider “expendable”. Well, when you see the segment above from the book, and you know that I was adopted through an agency that was recently indicted on child trafficking charges (Catholic Charities), it is less of a stretch to see why someone would implant an adoptee for such an experiment as is common in many mind control programs.

Update 12/14/2012 regarding 12/12 correction (Thank you, MJ!):

“300,000 babies stolen from their parents – and sold for adoption: Haunting BBC documentary exposes 50-year scandal of baby trafficking by the Catholic church in Spain”:

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2049647/BBC-documentary-exposes-50-year-scandal-baby-trafficking-Catholic-church-Spain.html

Correction, edited on 12/12/2012:

I rescind the statement above, regarding Cahtholic Charities, because I can no longer find the article where I saw that they were indicted, although I did see it in a news story on television. Since I cannot back up the claim with any proof, I cannot make the claim. While I haven’t found anything on Catholic Charities, specifically, it is no stretch of the imagination to think of the possibility, considering the article linked above.

The adoption scandal in Haiti, I have learned, involved a group of Baptists.

That being said, most people who have done any research on children who are used in experiments are frequently from orphanages. It also must be noted that many targeted individuals that I know are adopted or were in foster homes.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_international_adoption_scandals

The fact that the CIA was implanting animals with these devices to control and monitor them only two years before I was born, and the fact that man’s inhumanity towards man is becoming more and more overt these days, it becomes increasingly clear to me that, to those in power, nothing is sacred.

It seems that they get to everyone who might possibly help me. I have implants in my head for cryin’ outloud! Am I really living in such a disgusting world, where those in power are able to break their own laws and the Geneva Convention by implanting an infant with RFIDs that allow these rotten scumbags to get away with destroying a soul before it even has a chance? Where is the humanity? Where are the decent human beings in this world?

Oh yeah, that’s right, only scum rises to the top these days.

When the book about mind control I referenced above was first put out, there might have been some hope for me, but these days, psychologists and psychiatrists have become part of the problem, refusing to acknowledge that mind control and ritual abuse even exist. It is truly a sad state of affairs when people are made disabled on purpose to fulfill some sick plan for a dystopian society.

If there is a God, I pray that God sees the whole truth and stops these evil beings from interfering with individual freewill. I am tired of being a human guinea pig.

Here is a horrible quote that demonstrates what these power tripping brain brokers are up to: “We need a programme of psychosurgery for political control of our society. The purpose is physical control of the mind. Everyone who deviates from the given norm can be surgically mutilated. The individual may think that the most important reality is his own existence, but this is only his personal point of view. This lacks historical perspective. Man does not have the right to develop his own mind. This kind of liberal orientation has great appeal. We must electrically control the brain. Some day armies and generals will be controlled by electric stimulation of the brain.”

–Dr. Jose Delgado, February 24, 1974 edition of the Congressional Record, No. 262E, Vol. 118

(The above quote was actually a compilation of statements from Delgado’s various publications, which were accurately cited in an article by Dr. Peter R. Breggins, “The Return of Lobotomy and Psychosurgery.” It was this article that was presented to Congress on 24 February 1972. http://cabinetmagazine.org/issues/2/psychcivilization.php)

Over the past few years, their experimentation on me has gotten completely out of hand. I am now the victim of electronic harassment (which seems to me to be a euphimism for electromagnetic torture). I am in constant pain and the implants that were once used for subliminal messaging are now overt and cruel hate speech and slander of me. For more information on this subject, please see the following:

Brain implant technology has been around longer than most people realize:

http://www.wireheading.com/delgado/brainchips.pdf

http://www.skewsme.com/implants.html

For information on the disgusting practice of electronic harassment/torture:

http://www.scribd.com/doc/47361836/Declassified-Document-On-Electronic-Harassment

CIA’s Acoustic Kitty Project:

http://www.sensorystudies.org/picture-gallery/deprivation-2/

http://science.howstuffworks.com/innovation/scientific-experiments/5-government-experiments2.htm

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/northamerica/usa/1361462/CIA-recruited-cat-to-bug-Russians.html

Peace.

How My Case Differs From Wellknown Mind Control Cases

How My Case Differs from Typical Mind Control and Ritual Abuse:

My mind control case is not as sensational as those of Cathy OBrien or Brice Taylor, because my situation is much more covert, is is therefore more sinister, since I cannot point to the actual perpetrators of the crime against me, that started when I was born.

Much of my mind control programming has been done via implants at each ear, the size of RFIDs, Which are suspiciously located exactly where the external part of a cochlear implant would be (although mine go through the cartilage and are under the skin), possibly linking directly into my brain, which allows the perpetraitors (misspelled on purpose to denote that these people are indeed traitors to their own country because they are violating innocent human beings from birth and well into adulthood, possibly for one’s entire life), to do their evil, unseen by me, so I cannot point to specific persons to accuse.

 

I cannot blame the adoption agency, Catholic Charities, directly, because I can no longer find the article where I saw that they were indicted for child trafficking, although I did see it in a news story on television. Since I cannot back up the claim with any proof, I cannot make the claim.

I recently received a link from a kind reader, showing me how the Catholic church in Spain was involved in trafficking over 300,000 babies, telling their mothers their babies had died at birth:

“300,000 babies stolen from their parents – and sold for adoption: Haunting BBC documentary exposes 50-year scandal of baby trafficking by the Catholic church in Spain”

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2049647/BBC-documentary-exposes-50-year-scandal-baby-trafficking-Catholic-church-Spain.html

It’s a sick thing going on in the catholic church. If they’ve been doing it over in Spain, is it any stretch to think they might have done it to me and sold me into a mind control program, putting implants in my head as a baby during the first 6 weeks of my life, when I was in the agency’s custody?

That being said, most people who have done any research on children who are used in experiments are frequently from orphanages. It also must be noted that many targeted individuals that I know are adopted or were in foster homes.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_international_adoption_scandals

In case you doubt the possibility of me being implanted, please see this: http://www.skewsme.com/implants.html

Satanic Ritual Abuse is a well-known phenomenon, yet most people I speak to about it won’t recognize that it might have happened to me, in combination with mind control.

I am constantly being threatened by these voices to be thrown in jail, framed for something I haven’t done. My answer to those who are using these implants not only for telemetry, but also for broadcasting, is that if I ever end up in front of detectives or a judge, I will tell these people that I have these implants, and that those who did it, or those who are subordinates of those who did it, are interested in me being put away so I cannot talk about what has been done to me during my lifetime. Mind Control, Satanic Ritual Abuse, and the Occult go hand in hand. Knowing that the Constitution seems to no longer safeguard the public from these situations, I urge the reader to examine the following in relation to my implants (given that when they were implanted, in my infancy or early childhood, the Constitution was supposed to have protected me from such a violation):

https://sites.google.com/site/mcrais/stealers

One way in which my mind control programming differs from the type discussed in the Springmeier/Wheeler book called, “The Illuminati Formula Used to Create an Undetectable Total Mind Controlled Slave”, which can be found online, is that my programming was done by my own adoptive parents, so that it just looks like bad parenting by a narcissist mother. The implants make it more insidious because I cannot point directly to some evil mind like Dr. Cameron or Dr. Mengele and sue them, since they were probably implanted in my head when I was a baby, so I would not retain a memory of the procedure, nor remember the pain from it. Since I was in the agency’s custody for the first six weeks of my life, this seems to be the most likely time when it would’ve happened. My programming was more subtle, and less proveable than mind control victims like Cathy O’Brien or Brice Taylor, except for the implants, which I have so far been unable to get looked at by a professional.

The fact that I was denied disability, despite the fact that I have a history of mental issues, such as a suicide attempt at 17y/o, a record of drug abuse (which is common for people suffering from mental issues related to mind control, ritual abuse and/or neglect), records of visits to various psychiatrists and psychologists throughout my lifetime, including three baker acts, tells me that the judge who did my hearing is indeed crooked, or at least terribly misinformed. I have been made disabled on purpose, with neglect, mental abuse, mind control, and satanic ritual abuse. Now I am targeted as if I am being punished for the way I have been set up in the first place.

Despite my emotional problems related to abuse, up until 4 years ago, I always worked my butt off for every dime I ever earned.  That all changed when I began to remember some of the things that happened to me. I became the target for what is now being called “no-touch torture” or electronic harassment. It is well-known in psychological studies that traumatic memories of ritual abuse and mind control often come out in one’s forties. I began to hear voices in my forties, accompanied by memories of abuse, and that is when my life fell apart. Whether diagnosed for PTSD, or for schizophrenia (which seems to be one of the aims of mind control practices- to discredit the victim), either way, they are diagnoses worthy of disability, to say the least, and possibly a criminal investigation to exactly what happened to me. This last note is with the idea in mind that I have implants for crying out loud! Of course, I was denied disability by a judge, who ought to lose her job.

Unfortunately, when I research mind control and ritual abuse, I find that most doctors and law enforcement are a part of this network of destroying lives.

When I began to have memories of certain incidents come back to me, such as an instance of my mother leaving me alone crying in the crib for hours, telling me to “eat shit and die”, or her blowing cigarette smoke in my face (she smoked 3 packs a day), or my uncle blaming me for my Aunt’s heart attack, or being wrapped in a blanket and tossed down the stairs by my brother, to come out of the blanket and find both my parents laughing and pointing their fingers at me, that is when my character was assassinated, I lost my job writing articles, and my whole life commenced falling apart. It seems like I was intentionally discredited, so that I would not be able to get any real help for my situation.

Among people I have spoken with regarding the implants, there seems to be some disagreements as to what these things in my head (through which I hear voices and feel buzzing sensations) are. I have had one person say they are “cutaneous horns”, which I have looked up, and what I have are subcutaneous, so that couldn’t be it. When I did a search for “subcutaneous horns”, I found only photos of “cutaneous horns”. I had a psychologist try to tell me they are keloids, which they obviously are not, since keloids are on the skin, not under it, and since what I have looks nothing like keloids. By the way, from what I understand, people with keloids do not hear things through them, nor do they feel vibrations through them, and people with cutaneous horns have not mentioned that they hear or feel anything through them either. One other thing of note, regarding my implants, is the fact that if I put my finger in the top part of my ear, on the other side of where the implant is, I can feel a nub there. So the things in my ears are oval shaped, and both ends of them can be felt. This means they go through the cartilage of my ears.

To these people who do not believe me, why doesn’t one of them, or all of them combined, help me get one of these implants taken out of my head, to determine what they really are? Then we could see the truth of the matter. I mean, they ARE the size of RFID tags. Perhaps I haven’t been able to get any help because they do not want the truth to get out. I am forced to assume this, given the circumstances of my character assassination, the loss of my job, the fact that all of my friends and neighbors have been convinced to ignore me.

One example of how my situation clearly looks like a mind control case is that the mirrors used in my programming were everywhere within the home I lived in for the 2^nd half of my childhood. There was a mirrored coffee table, mirrored wallpaper, a mirrored pedestal for chrome art, mirrored dressers, mirrored closet doors, mirrored end tables, mirrored switch plates, mirrored cotton ball dispensers, and mirrored art on the walls. Using mirrors is a well-known method of mind control cited in the Springmeier/Wheeler book. Another example is that I had the classic near-drowning at the age of 3, which is common to ritual abuse survivors.

The RFID tags would have been enough, and they have probably been using them my whole life to mess with my head, possibly while I slept. Yet, no one wants to believe it’s possible that this could be happening to me, even though when I was born, in the late 60s, programs of mind control were more than established. Dr. Jose Delgado was able to stop an implanted, charging bull with a remote control in 1963. http://www.wireheading.com/delgado/brainchips.pdf

I had a surgery for cervical dysplasia in 2004, under a general anesthetic. I have had a flashback of something horrible and unthinkable that happened to me during that procedure. It is a flashback because I can see the masked doctor and my mother, I can hear the whirring instrument, I can hear my mother’s voice, and I can hear my own screams while I am being mutilated. I have had a psychologist say to me, “I know you like to tell stories”. To her, I can only hope that one day, she goes through something like this and no one believes her. As a result of this procedure, I now have a condition called vulvodynia, which usually results from trauma to the area. Of course, I have been so far, unable to get it treated. This procedure is most likely why I became afraid of lawn mowers in 2008.

It is my sincere hope that I will be able to find an honorable doctor and/or attorney to help me with my situation. I may not be able to point the finger at any one person and sue them (unles it is the adoption agency that sold me into this horrible experiment), but perhaps I could at least get some decent treatment for my issues, so I can go back to work and lead a normal life.

Some people who read this may assume that I am just trying to get attention. This is false. I am trying to raise a kid while these implants are delivering very malicious messages into my mind. It is a very difficult situation I find myself in. I never dreamed that I was a mind control victim, and I certainly do not wish to be. The only attention I am trying to get is that of an honrable doctor or attorney to help me get one removed so I can get a serial number from it and track down the manufacturer.

It is my fear that I was sold into slavery via this Catholic adoption, just to be implanted at birth, so I could be the subject of this horrible, evil mind control, via these implants, so that I could be made a ritual sacrifice for these evil creatures that should get eaten by their own kind for what they’ve done.

For background info, please see “Here We Are in 2012, and I’m Still Alive” at the following link:

https://musicis2words.wordpress.com/2012/09/27/here-we-are-in-2012

“I suppose the most revolutionary act one can engage in is … to tell the truth.”

                                                                                                    -Howard Zinn (Marx in Soho)

Implant Victim Needs An Honorable Atty

If you read my other wordpress posts, you will see how I was sold into slavery via a catholic adoption for the purpose of being the unwitting participant in a horrible and inhumane experiment, involving implantation of RFID chips (see photos below) as a child, and a horrible violation of my body, during a surgery in 2004, resulting in a condition known as vulvodynia, which is the result of trauma to the area, and causes constant pain. Ever since I began to have traumatic memories come back to me in 2008, I became an overt (as opposed to previously covert) target for character assasination, voices coming through implants (making me believe God was speaking directly to me), loss of employment, condition of severe and constant pain creating an artificial disability, electronic harassment, and gang stalking. I believe I was discredited precisely because I have these implants, and those who are doing this targeting want to silence me, in order to keep the truth, of what was done to me, from getting out.

Even though I have been treated for and given medication for schizophrenia (a label they often like to put on victims to discredit them), a judge denied my disability claim. The fact that this dishonorable judge denied me disability when I have a history of attempted suicide, among other things, speaks volumes about what is being done to me on purpose.

I was born in the late 1960s, well after Dr. Jose Delgado started (early 1950s) his research with implanting brain stimulators in animals and humans, with much success. These implants have many positive uses, but on me, they were used for negative purposes, to keep me in a negative state of mind.

I, like so many other unwitting victims of this no-touch torture, have no choice but to tell my story in the hopes that someone will see it who might be able to help me in my plight. I was born innocent, but through the uncontrollable acts of others involved, a once loving, positive, and caring child became a negative and sad adult. When I began to get positive and more spiritual, the voices started coming through the implants. I have no idea how long I have had these implants, but they could have been subliminally influence me my whole life, for all I know. I was held in custody of the adoption agency known as Catholic Charities, for 6 weeks before my parents got custody, so I might have been implanted then. This agency has been indicted on child-trafficking charges. Catholic adoption agencies are known for selling children into slavery for mind control experiments. I find it shocking that I have been unable to get any real help so far.

As you can see from the two photos above, what I have in my ears are the same size as the RFID chips. If I could get one of them removed, I could get a serial number from it and track down who manufactured it, and who they sold it to. PLease see, “THIS IS A BILL”, at:

THIS IS A BILL

These days, the voices are telling me that we (targeted individuals) are just crops to them. As if we are some sort of sacrifices.

For more information on the capabilities of brain implants in the 1950s & 1960s, as demonstrated by Dr. Jose Delgado, please see the following documents online:

http://www.wireheading.com/delgado/brainchips.pdf

http://www.skewsme.com/implants.html

The use of children from orphanages for experimental programs is known by many, including those involved in these programs. For more information about how adoption agencies sell children in general, see these documents:

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2049647/BBC-documentary-exposes-50-year-scandal-baby-trafficking-Catholic-church-Spain.html

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_international_adoption_scandals

I experience many of the things that Allen Barker speaks about in http://targetedindividualscanada.wordpress.com/2012/08/31/allen-barkers-models-of-synthetic-telepathy/