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Tavistock Agenda

This is an excellent article about the Tavistock Agenda regarding the facist tendencies of the U.S. which have been going on for far too long.

COINTELPRO & the Truth About Organized Stalking & 21st Century Torture

Tavistock Institute Britain “In 1941 a group of psychiatrists at the Tavistock Clinic saw that the right questions were asked in Parliament in order to secure the means to try new measures. As a result they were asked to join the Directorate of Army Psychiatry, and did so as a group.” –Tavistock Institute

They wind you up because they know what makes you tick. Tavistock Clinic studied “shell shock” (post-traumatic stress) in WWI but switched to developing Shell Shockpsychological warfare in 1922.  Rather than helping traumatized soldiers, it calculated their breaking points. Tavistock shock doctrine now permeates global life. Their social engineers are a Who’s Who:  Freud, Jung, Adler, Melanie Klein, Wilfred Bion, Edward Bernays, Eric Trist, A.K. Rice, Eric Miller, Aldous Huxley, R.D. Laing, and more.

Kurt LewinTavistock sent German-born psychologist, Kurt Lewin, to the Massachusetts Institute of Technology in 1945 to establish the Research Center for Group Dynamics. In the United States, Lewin is the…

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Christmas, Mind Control, and the Myth of Santa Claus

As children, we grow up in a world full of lies, & are then told not to lie. We are chastised for perceiving this as a problem, which is a double-bind. We are living in a world of conflict & contradiction, & those of us who are negatively affected by it are treated like defects in the greater society. This applies to the tradition & myth of Santa Claus.

On the surface, it simply looks like a happy family tradition, but on a deeper level, the meta-level, it has untold affects on the psyche, and therefore, the spirit, because it involves lying to your children, those little people who have to trust you simply because you are their parents. And… don’t forget that one of the biggest parts of the so-called “new world order” is to break up the family. The myths parents are pressured into telling their children is but one part of this goal.

I am angered by the fact that I am unable to be truthful with my daughter because her father, and various members of his family, have told me to not “ruin the magic”. So then, apparently, I must acquiesce to the lie, in order to not be viewed as crazy. In a crazy world the sane would appear to be insane. So here I am, wanting to be truthful with my kid, but I am forced to lie. It is a difficult thing for me to deal with.

Not only are children told that Santa Claus is really some guy who sneaks into your house to deliver gifts to good little boys & girls, but they are also told that the date is the birthdate of Jesus Christ, which is another lie.

At the risk of sounding completely bonkers, I have to wonder who really invented Christmas, anyway? Seems like maybe a bunch of Satanists did, to glean all the positive energy from this massive ritual. Look at the character of Santa, who wears mostly red, black, and a little white. By participating in this ritual, much energy is generated. We spend time and energy shopping, putting up and decorating a tree, decorating the house, sending greeting cards, preparing big meals for family members. Granted, this energy is loving and kind, and in the spirit of giving, which I think is fine. However, it isn’t fine, if all of that good energy goes to the prime adversary, who tempts (and sometimes it is way more than tempting if you are a mind control victim) people into behaving in ways not desired by the hive-mind, and then blames them for any behavior that is considered negative by others. This becomes a double-bind, which is the hallmark of mind control, & is cited as a cause of schizophrenia.

So what is the purpose of the Santa Claus myth, anyway? Is it for the child to have a “magical” experience? Is the whole “naughty or nice” thing supposed to make the child want to behave all year? Does it work? Just what is Christmas supposed to be about, anyway? Consider the name for this most celebrated holiday in America: Christmas. It would indicate Christ’s Mass, I thought, but it really has nothing to do with Christ. Many people know that Christmas is a pagan holiday, and the date is certainly not Jesus’ birthday. I think the date was used syncretically to combine systems of belief with one another. So instead of a diversity of cultures, apparently someone wants everyone to follow the same rites and rituals that everyone else doing, without question. Just who is/was that someone?

Heck, I remember, as a kid, feeling bad for those poor children who didn’t celebrate Christmas. Like Jehova’s witnesses, for example. They know it is a pagan holiday, and while they don’t seem to hold it against others that they do celebrate the date, it still goes against their doctrine to observe that date as Jesus’ birthday. Do their children feel cheated? I hope not. To neatly tie the spirit of giving into one day a year seems preposterous to me, and a way to bilk people out of lots of cash on toys that will be out of style in one month, these days, while the parents only get partial credit from the kids.

I guess the only way to handle it would be to tell them the truth. Does telling the truth to your children about the holiday’s true meaning make you a “scrooge”? In today’s world, where people’s rights are being removed on almost a daily basis (see the patriot act), where more and more things we used to take for granted turn out to be false, where many doctors are now ignoring the Hippocratic oath, it seems like we are living in a world full of lies. I would like to not be forced to lie to my daughter. When kids find out the real truth about Santa Claus, do they end up resenting their parents for lying to them? If not, I bet they probably develop a subconscious mistrust of them. I wanted to tell my daughter the truth about life because, I feel, it would better prepare her for the future, which is, let’s face it, a dog eat dog world.

To me, Christmas has become a kind of ritual, that everyone is forced to participate in or be shunned, or at least judged, by family members and community for not participating. When one considers the name “Santa”, and how it is just two letters reversed from being “satan”, this becomes easier to see. So, in this frenziest holiday of all the holidays, we have the “adversary” in the role of judging whether children have been good or bad (out of context with his circumstances of course); the tempter deciding whether a child gets a gift or a “lump of coal”. What does this mean? What does it mean to the child who was brought up on TV as a babysitter, who was exposed at a very young age to all the subliminal messaging in, say, the Disney movies? You know, all that sexual innuendo and storylines that put the daughter against the mother figure? Or how about all those who were traumatized at an early age who ended up being less than perfect? What of those children who were put into that flicker-rate hypnotic trance & then made vulnerable to post-hypnotic suggestion?

Don’t get me wrong, I used to love the season of Christmas. I enjoyed buying gifts for my family and friends. I always wanted to choose something special, that I would think they’d really want. However, once my daughter was born, I simply did not want to lie about some giant elf that judged little children, giving gifts to some and coal to others, without considering the child’s background or circumstances. And the holiday clearly isn’t about the birth of Jesus Christ, even though you will often see decorations in the form of mangers showing Jesus, Mary, and Joseph around this time of year. It’s just another trap, invented by the powers that be to glean money and energy from all those members of the classes they consider beneath them.

So what am I to do?

The bible clearly says that God loves the truth. So what if a person is forced to lie? What if a person is mind controlled to behave in negative ways? I wonder how God feels about that. I wonder if God knows how hard it is to honor thy mother and father when they left their child alone to raise themselves, with TV as a primary babysitter. I wonder if God sees this giant pagan ritual called Christmas, which pretty much gives worship and love to this Santa, a name that is an anagram for the word “satan”, and is angry about it.

Apparently, I am being forced, by my daughter’s family, to lie about this stuff, as well as the other pagan holidays. Because they already think I’m strange, and telling her the truth might get me kicked out of my daughter’s life for good. So, alas, I am stuck perpetuating a lie against my true will. I am not allowed to raise my child as I see fit. It is very sad.

The double-bind is common in mind control programming. From Dictionary.com: “Psychology- it is a situation in which a person is given conflicting cues, especially by a parent, such that to obey one cue is to disobey the other.” From www.laingsociety.org: “A second variation of the double bind involves a situation in which a person is chastised for a correct perception of the outside world. In this situation the child will learn to distrust his own sensory awareness in favor of the parent’s assessment of the situation. One example would be the child who is raised in a violent household but is expected to see his parents as loving and peaceful. In later life this person will have a difficult time determining how to behave appropriately in a variety of situations. Indeed, this person will spend an inordinate amount of energy trying to decipher exactly how he “should” interpret the situation.”

So we grow up being chastised for lying, but have been lied to. Then, as adults, we are expected to lie about this Saint Nick guy to our children. It is a double-bind. With all of the holidays that people are subconsciously forced to participate in, and all the lying parents are made to do to their children, is it any wonder that we have so much confusion in the world?


About the “double bind”:



For more information on my case as a mind control victim, please see the following video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KArHBafaVPU

Predatory Gangstalking is the Collective Intent to do Harm.

Predatory Gangstalking is the Collective Intent to do Harm..



I am owed, by parties cited below (and possibly others not cited below), my life, health, freedom, wellbeing, freewill, and indeed, my very soul, back from all parties involved in the placement of my personal property (myself) into an experimental mind control program, without my consent, that involved the use of RFID-sized implants in my ears, which served to change me from the person I was born to be.

My HUMAN RIGHTS WERE VIOLATED. While there is no amount of money that can recoup my loss or replace what has been stolen from me, I deserve at least that from those involved. I did not consent to be taken from my birthmother, or placed into an experimental program involving the use of implants (see photos below), therefore I am owed all those things above, plus the amount of 5 million dollars for mental anguish, loss of livelihood/employability, for all bills acquired by me, which are a direct result of my being influenced by these implants.

Since I can feel both sides of each implant, they obviously go directly through the cartilage of my ears, and it cannot be doubted that they are unnatural foreign objects, and not, as some would say, keloid scars or cutaneous horns. Their size is the same as that of RFID implants. Given the sensations I experience and have experienced through them, I must conclude they are some form of microchip or RFID chip.

RightSideImplant     Implant on left side with circle to indicate location     RFID_rice_fingerscochlear_implant


This bill is directed to, but not limited to, the following participating parties:

Catholic Charities for possibly stealing me from my natural parents, for holding me in their custody for the first 6 weeks of my life, causing an attachment disorder, and for placing me in a family, solely because they had money (upper middle class in the late 60s) but were not necessarily meant to raise more children. I was often left alone, neglected, verbally and sometimes physically abused, and was given television as a main baby sitter. I had a near drowning at 3y/o. I was allowed to play alone in the woods at 6 years old and beyond. I spent the latter half of my childhood in a literal house of mirrors. The use of mirrors in mind control is a heavily documented subject, and drownings at the age of 3 are often cited in ritual abuse cases.

Whatever company or entity manufactured the RFID chips that are in my ears.

Whatever doctor or entity implanted those chips into my ears.

Whatever agency, group, company, entity, or human being that authorized the placement of those chips into my ears.

Whatever agency, group, company, entity, or human being that utilized the implanted RFID chips for whatever experiment I was involved in, past, present, or future.

Whatever group, company, entity, or human being who profited from the placement of said implants.

Whatever group, company, entity, or human being who profited from the suffering endured by me as a result of the placement of me in any experimental program, including any program that involved the use of any implanted chips on my body.

Here is a short explanation of what I have been through as a result of what was done to me:

I was born in the late 60s, after Dr. Jose Delgado had begun working on brain stimulation with implants in the heads of rats, cats, dogs, and even a bull. He was able to “play animals like instruments”. This research was begun in the early 50s, at least 15 years before I was born. This technology has positive aspects in the ability to improve the quality of life for many people who are disabled, but it obviously fell into the wrong hands, because it had powerful, far-reaching, negative effects on my quality of life and on my emotional wellbeing.

Since I have never felt pain in the sites of these implants, I am forced to conclude that they have been with me since birth. Since I was held in custody of the adoption agency for the first 6 weeks of my life, it seems logical to think that it was most likely done during the period between 12/12/1967 and 1/22/1968. If they were implanted during that time, they may have been used to “play me” in the same way that Dr. Delgado’s animals were “played”. This means that various parts of my brain were possibly stimulated to make me depressed, sad, lonely, apathetic, emotionally disturbed, causing me to make very bad decisions in life, and to eventually become a drug addict, so that I would be easily labeled and discredited. I am no longer a drug addict, but have been left with emotional trauma that I cannot heal.

It must be noted that, when these “chips” were implanted in my head, it was WITHOUT MY CONSENT, AND it was most certainly NOT LEGAL to do so. Even if they were somehow implanted into my head during my last surgery in November of 2004 (and I am not saying they were), it was still NOT LEGAL to do so without my consent. That being said, I never felt pain in the sites of the implants after that surgery in 2004, or after any surgery I have ever had, which is why I believe it was done to me as an infant, which is reprehensible.

I am not necessarily blaming my adoptive parents because I do not know how much they knew about my having implants (although I do suspect some knowledge on the part of my father), they could have just been following the pattern they grew up with. I am not blaming my adoptive brother, because I know how he was treated when he lived in the house with us, although he did do a number of things that were frightening, to say the least.

The combination of childhood neglect and abuse, having TV as a main babysitter (flicker-rate/refresh-rate hypnosis), and being implanted with RFID chips in each ear, which have been influencing me on a subliminal level throughout my life, thereby removing a large portion of my freewill, have prohibited me from reaching my true potential & have stolen the person I was meant to be from me. This is nothing to say of the effects of flicker-rate hypnosis & post hypnotic suggestion.

All that would be needed to determine the responsible parties would be to remove at least one implant and find a serial number from it. This would allow me to track down the manufacturer and who they sold it to. IF I DIE before I am able to do this, I ask for an AUTOPSY to be performed, to remove these implants, and track down the manufacturer. I am asking for this because my quality of life has severely declined over the past few years, since I became a target for what is now being called “soft kill“, “slow kill“, and “no-touch torture“, and I am concerned about how much time I have left. I suffer all the symptoms of other targeted indiviuals.

I have been VIOLATED on a level that is difficult to quantify, but I am trying my best to put it into words.

By the way, I was not born into this world, to be ripped off by the collective, and given next to nothing in return. Those who were & are involved in doing this to me will be damned as they have damned me. Period. End of story.

For more information on the capabilities of brain implants in the 1950s & 1960s, as demonstrated by Dr. Jose Delgado, please see the following documents online:



The use of children from orphanages for experimental programs is known by many, including those involved in these programs. For more information about how adoption agencies sell children in general, see these documents:





For more information on the effects of adoption on children in general, see these documents:



For more information on Human Rights, see this document:








My Life was Stolen with RFID Implants (Without Consent)

The link below is a video about how my life has been stolen by RFID chips that were put in without my consent. I have been the unwitting victim of mind control experimentation. In the right hands, this technology can do wonders, but in the wrong hands, they can turn the life of a human being into a virtual hell.

I pray every day. The bible says that God loves the truth, and so I post my documents & videos in the hopes that he will see the truth of what was done to me by the serpent class, & how they did it to me. It truly is sick, what they’ve been doing… it’s technological, metaphysical sorcery.



Mind Control Using Implant Technology

Mind Control Using Implant Technology  at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nGSxLtR1eUw

This is a video showing how I was mind controlled using implant technology. It shows photos of my RFIDs, which are in each ear.

I Am a Human Being

Sadly, I find myself repeating the statement made by John Merrick, in The Elephant Man: “I am not animal, I am a human being!”

As some of you know, if you’ve read some of my documents about my case as a mind control victim and targeted individual, my initials spell CAT. So I just heard a voice, coming through these glorified headphones (see photos below) implanted in each of my ears, “we are killing off the animals”. So I responded with, which I am sure they expected, “I am not an animal, I am a human being”. They probably got a good laugh at that one.

This is yet another reason why I know I have been a mind control victim. I was named with these initials specifically so I could be dehumanized by my stalkers, who are somehow able to communicate to me through these implants. This shouldn’t be difficult to recognize, if you are aware of Dr. Jose Delgado’s research involving putting a stimoceiver into a bull’s brain to be able to stop it from charging, using a remote control. This research, done during the 50s and 60s, allowed Dr. Delgado to “play animals like instruments”. If this technology was available back then, what is it being used for now? How far has it advanced since Delgado’s work?

I am reminded of a movie made in the 70s, called “The Andromeda Strain”, in which they showed people in this underground army base using a touch screen computer. The screen was on a bulky monitor, yet if you watched, you could see the display actually change, behind the glass, when the operator touched a virtual (graphic) button on that display. This tells me that any new technology has probably been around at least 20 or 30 years before it is released to the public. Most people take this idea about technology for granted anyway, but seeing that movie put it into perspective for me.

I have been in constant pain for over four years now. Most of my pain is unfortunately located in my privates. It feels like I am being electrocuted in my vagina. I hope that doesn’t offend anyone, but I just don’t know how else to say it. The only relief I get is when I am asleep. Coincidentally, the only relief I get from the voices coming through these implants is also when I am sleeping. I have a flashback, involving a procedure I had done to remove cervical dysplasia, during which, I was under a general anesthetic. Four years after the procedure was done, I began to have symptoms of a condition, called vulvodynia, which is often caused by trauma to the area. Two years after the pain started, and six years after the procedure, I had a flashback of a doctor using a very loud instrument on me; my mother was there, I could hear the instrument and my own screams.

Many targeted individuals who have done research on the voices phenomena are aware that the capability exists called “heterodyning” that is used to project voices at a person, which no one else can hear. I get this type of transmission also, but the fact that I have obvious implants in the cartilage of each ear (see photos), and the size of these implants (the exact size of RFID chips), tells me that they may have been used, throughout my life, during my sleep, to program me, and to manipulate my emotions, beliefs, opinions, and who knows what else. Could it be that these implants caused me to be depressed, apathetic, angry, uneasy, and generally negative throughout my life? It wouldn’t be hard to recognize the possibility once one has read about Dr. Delgado’s research.

Below are photos of my implants, which can be plainly seen and felt:

Ear before pulling back to expose implant   100_3176


As you can see, the implant is not noticeable, until I lightly pull back on the top part of my ear. I can put my finger into the top part of my ear, behind the implant, and feel the rounded, other end of it, meaning that the implant goes right through the cartilage.LeftSideImplant

I am desperate to get at least one of these removed, so I can get a serial number from it and track down who made it, so I can find out who did this to me. I would have a big, fat lawsuit against the organization responsible for putting implants into a baby’s head, if I could just find an honorable attorney and doctor. I am just not sure if honorable professionals in these areas exist anymore, after what I’ve been through over the past few years.

Most brain implants have wires attached to them, allowing deep penetration into the brain, so that various areas can be stimulated, creating various effects. Delgado was able to put previously calm people into rages, and vice-versa. Yet, when I have gone online to talk about the variety of mental, physical, and even metaphysical tortures I have been through, many people like to tell me I am crazy.

For more information on Dr. Jose Delgado’s stimoceiver work, please see these links:




I am deeply grateful to those who have offered information to me regarding my situation, like MJ, who sent me a link to a story about a catholic agency, in Spain, responsible for selling 300,000 babies, telling most mothers that their babies died at birth.

I am angry with those who had the capability to do the right thing and investigate, but did nothing, except call me a liar. An example of this is the psychologist who had the nerve to tell me that these things in my ears were just keloids (a type of scar). Well, here is an example of what keloids look like:

Keloid Example

Keloids are scars that are raised above the skin. They do not occur on their own, for no reason, in symmetrical locations. People generally do not feel vibrations through them or hear voices through them, regardless of location.

I had one person try to tell me that they were cutaneous horns, which look nothing like what I have on my ears. Cutaneous horns result from a buildup of keratin in an area, usually on the face or ears. I have yet to find a case where they developed in symmetrical locations, and they are above the skin, not under it, like my implants are. Incidentally, when I have searched the term “subcutaneous horns”, what I find are actually cutaneous horns, according to the photos I have found which are the same ones I found when searching the term “cutaneous horns”.

This is a cutaneous horn:







This is one of my implants:

Implant with circle to indicate location


Can you see the difference?

The fact that medical professionals have been unwilling to help me so far, speaks volumes. The fact that these voices have gotten me labeled as schizophrenic, yet I was denied by a judge for disability, also speaks volumes. Clearly, I was denied for disability because if I was granted disability, I would have healthcare, and I might have been able to get a doctor to look at these things. Once I get a serial number from one of these implants, someone would be exposed for their role in unlawful and unethical experimentation done on an unwitting victim.

Could it be that I was sold, through adoption, to be a part of some sick experiment, involving the use of implants, among other things, including mirrors, neglect, and abuse? It becomes harder and harder for me to deny the possibility.

If you, the reader, know of any honorable attorneys or doctors who might be willing to help me discover the whole truth, I would certainly give you a portion of any settlement or lawsuit award I might receive as a result.

Thank you for reading!


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