I Am a Human Being

Sadly, I find myself repeating the statement made by John Merrick, in The Elephant Man: “I am not animal, I am a human being!”

As some of you know, if you’ve read some of my documents about my case as a mind control victim and targeted individual, my initials spell CAT. So I just heard a voice, coming through these glorified headphones (see photos below) implanted in each of my ears, “we are killing off the animals”. So I responded with, which I am sure they expected, “I am not an animal, I am a human being”. They probably got a good laugh at that one.

This is yet another reason why I know I have been a mind control victim. I was named with these initials specifically so I could be dehumanized by my stalkers, who are somehow able to communicate to me through these implants. This shouldn’t be difficult to recognize, if you are aware of Dr. Jose Delgado’s research involving putting a stimoceiver into a bull’s brain to be able to stop it from charging, using a remote control. This research, done during the 50s and 60s, allowed Dr. Delgado to “play animals like instruments”. If this technology was available back then, what is it being used for now? How far has it advanced since Delgado’s work?

I am reminded of a movie made in the 70s, called “The Andromeda Strain”, in which they showed people in this underground army base using a touch screen computer. The screen was on a bulky monitor, yet if you watched, you could see the display actually change, behind the glass, when the operator touched a virtual (graphic) button on that display. This tells me that any new technology has probably been around at least 20 or 30 years before it is released to the public. Most people take this idea about technology for granted anyway, but seeing that movie put it into perspective for me.

I have been in constant pain for over four years now. Most of my pain is unfortunately located in my privates. It feels like I am being electrocuted in my vagina. I hope that doesn’t offend anyone, but I just don’t know how else to say it. The only relief I get is when I am asleep. Coincidentally, the only relief I get from the voices coming through these implants is also when I am sleeping. I have a flashback, involving a procedure I had done to remove cervical dysplasia, during which, I was under a general anesthetic. Four years after the procedure was done, I began to have symptoms of a condition, called vulvodynia, which is often caused by trauma to the area. Two years after the pain started, and six years after the procedure, I had a flashback of a doctor using a very loud instrument on me; my mother was there, I could hear the instrument and my own screams.

Many targeted individuals who have done research on the voices phenomena are aware that the capability exists called “heterodyning” that is used to project voices at a person, which no one else can hear. I get this type of transmission also, but the fact that I have obvious implants in the cartilage of each ear (see photos), and the size of these implants (the exact size of RFID chips), tells me that they may have been used, throughout my life, during my sleep, to program me, and to manipulate my emotions, beliefs, opinions, and who knows what else. Could it be that these implants caused me to be depressed, apathetic, angry, uneasy, and generally negative throughout my life? It wouldn’t be hard to recognize the possibility once one has read about Dr. Delgado’s research.

Below are photos of my implants, which can be plainly seen and felt:

   

 

As you can see, the implant is not noticeable, until I lightly pull back on the top part of my ear. I can put my finger into the top part of my ear, behind the implant, and feel the rounded, other end of it, meaning that the implant goes right through the cartilage.

I am desperate to get at least one of these removed, so I can get a serial number from it and track down who made it, so I can find out who did this to me. I would have a big, fat lawsuit against the organization responsible for putting implants into a baby’s head, if I could just find an honorable attorney and doctor. I am just not sure if honorable professionals in these areas exist anymore, after what I’ve been through over the past few years.

Most brain implants have wires attached to them, allowing deep penetration into the brain, so that various areas can be stimulated, creating various effects. Delgado was able to put previously calm people into rages, and vice-versa. Yet, when I have gone online to talk about the variety of mental, physical, and even metaphysical tortures I have been through, many people like to tell me I am crazy.

For more information on Dr. Jose Delgado’s stimoceiver work, please see these links:

http://www.wireheading.com/delgado/brainchips.pdf

http://www.skewsme.com/implants.html

I am deeply grateful to those who have offered information to me regarding my situation, like MJ, who sent me a link to a story about a catholic agency, in Spain, responsible for selling 300,000 babies, telling most mothers that their babies died at birth.

I am angry with those who had the capability to do the right thing and investigate, but did nothing, except call me a liar. An example of this is the psychologist who had the nerve to tell me that these things in my ears were just keloids (a type of scar). Well, here is an example of what keloids look like:

Keloids are scars that are raised above the skin. They do not occur on their own, for no reason, in symmetrical locations. People generally do not feel vibrations through them or hear voices through them, regardless of location.

I had one person try to tell me that they were cutaneous horns, which look nothing like what I have on my ears. Cutaneous horns result from a buildup of keratin in an area, usually on the face or ears. I have yet to find a case where they developed in symmetrical locations, and they are above the skin, not under it, like my implants are. Incidentally, when I have searched the term “subcutaneous horns”, what I find are actually cutaneous horns, according to the photos I have found which are the same ones I found when searching the term “cutaneous horns”.

This is a cutaneous horn:

 

 

 

 

 

This is one of my implants:

 

Can you see the difference?

The fact that medical professionals have been unwilling to help me so far, speaks volumes. The fact that these voices have gotten me labeled as schizophrenic, yet I was denied by a judge for disability, also speaks volumes. Clearly, I was denied for disability because if I was granted disability, I would have healthcare, and I might have been able to get a doctor to look at these things. Once I get a serial number from one of these implants, someone would be exposed for their role in unlawful and unethical experimentation done on an unwitting victim.

Could it be that I was sold, through adoption, to be a part of some sick experiment, involving the use of implants, among other things, including mirrors, neglect, and abuse? It becomes harder and harder for me to deny the possibility.

If you, the reader, know of any honorable attorneys or doctors who might be willing to help me discover the whole truth, I would certainly give you a portion of any settlement or lawsuit award I might receive as a result.

Thank you for reading!

Peace.

Implant Victim Needs An Honorable Atty

If you read my other wordpress posts, you will see how I was sold into slavery via a catholic adoption for the purpose of being the unwitting participant in a horrible and inhumane experiment, involving implantation of RFID chips (see photos below) as a child, and a horrible violation of my body, during a surgery in 2004, resulting in a condition known as vulvodynia, which is the result of trauma to the area, and causes constant pain. Ever since I began to have traumatic memories come back to me in 2008, I became an overt (as opposed to previously covert) target for character assasination, voices coming through implants (making me believe God was speaking directly to me), loss of employment, condition of severe and constant pain creating an artificial disability, electronic harassment, and gang stalking. I believe I was discredited precisely because I have these implants, and those who are doing this targeting want to silence me, in order to keep the truth, of what was done to me, from getting out.

Even though I have been treated for and given medication for schizophrenia (a label they often like to put on victims to discredit them), a judge denied my disability claim. The fact that this dishonorable judge denied me disability when I have a history of attempted suicide, among other things, speaks volumes about what is being done to me on purpose.

I was born in the late 1960s, well after Dr. Jose Delgado started (early 1950s) his research with implanting brain stimulators in animals and humans, with much success. These implants have many positive uses, but on me, they were used for negative purposes, to keep me in a negative state of mind.

I, like so many other unwitting victims of this no-touch torture, have no choice but to tell my story in the hopes that someone will see it who might be able to help me in my plight. I was born innocent, but through the uncontrollable acts of others involved, a once loving, positive, and caring child became a negative and sad adult. When I began to get positive and more spiritual, the voices started coming through the implants. I have no idea how long I have had these implants, but they could have been subliminally influence me my whole life, for all I know. I was held in custody of the adoption agency known as Catholic Charities, for 6 weeks before my parents got custody, so I might have been implanted then. This agency has been indicted on child-trafficking charges. Catholic adoption agencies are known for selling children into slavery for mind control experiments. I find it shocking that I have been unable to get any real help so far.

As you can see from the two photos above, what I have in my ears are the same size as the RFID chips. If I could get one of them removed, I could get a serial number from it and track down who manufactured it, and who they sold it to. PLease see, “THIS IS A BILL”, at:

THIS IS A BILL

These days, the voices are telling me that we (targeted individuals) are just crops to them. As if we are some sort of sacrifices.

For more information on the capabilities of brain implants in the 1950s & 1960s, as demonstrated by Dr. Jose Delgado, please see the following documents online:

http://www.wireheading.com/delgado/brainchips.pdf

http://www.skewsme.com/implants.html

The use of children from orphanages for experimental programs is known by many, including those involved in these programs. For more information about how adoption agencies sell children in general, see these documents:

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2049647/BBC-documentary-exposes-50-year-scandal-baby-trafficking-Catholic-church-Spain.html

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_international_adoption_scandals

I experience many of the things that Allen Barker speaks about in http://targetedindividualscanada.wordpress.com/2012/08/31/allen-barkers-models-of-synthetic-telepathy/