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Occult & Technological Practices Used on TIs

For those of you who see how there is a bigger, occult picture to the plight of targeted individuals (TI), I ask you to read this with an open mind, and please bear with me, as I know I am repeating a few things I have stated in other posts. This post is about the occult and technological practices used on me and other targeted individuals. I will come out with another post soon, God willing, breaking down this stuff, in a list, in separate groups, under a new heading.

After doing some research, due to my own unfortunate situation of being an unwitting test subject with actual implants (that anyone can see & feel), I have discovered that this nation has a history of doing unethical experiments on unwitting victims. If you were adopted, this may be the case for you.

From Wikipedia:

“Many of these tests were performed on children, the sick, and mentally disabled individuals, often under the guise of “medical treatment”. In many of the studies, a large portion of the subjects were poor, racial minorities, or prisoners.”


I am struck by the numbers of seemingly intelligent people who deny what has been happening to me, even after I show them the implants in my head. Given the placement of these implants (as shown below), I am saddened by my current situation of being a “scapegoat“.



After doing some research into adoption scandals, it becomes glaringly obvious that I have been used as an experiment for some very evil, disgusting people, & that I was possibly stolen from my mother at birth, she being told that I was dead, especially when you consider the fact that I was held in custody of this agency for the first six weeks of my life before being placed into an adoptive family, even though my birthmother was supposedly matched up with my adoptive mother long before I was born.


Although I have tried to contact the agency I was adopted through, I have not yet received a response. Is it that hard for someone to believe that I might have been stolen from my mother at birth, to be used for this hideous program of implantation with RFIDs & mind control?


Considering the fact that the system in place, which allows for these experiments to take place, is and always has been heavily involved in occult and evil practices, whereby they seem to like to “play God“, so to speak, how can I keep my mouth shut?

I am now the unfortunate recipient of voices through these implants, which tell me that I am a ritual sacrifice, that I was engineered to 12th Trump from the Thoth Tarot Deckborn on 12/12 to be that sacrifice, and tell me exactly how my life was ruined through, not only  through the use of these blasted implants (I am trying not to cuss), not only through the use of mind control via tell-a-vision, movies, and mu-sic, but also through the rampant and uncontrolled use of symbolism in astrology & tarot, which are archetypes that infect the collective consciousness, & the individual’s subconscious, in the form of memes. In my case, as seen in the Crowley-Harris Thoth deck’s 12th trump, I was not only hanging upsidedown from an Egyptian heiroglyph meaning life, but a serpent is attached to my head. I have heard that Crowley was an MI6 agent, and a known satanist. Notice that the figure is also unconscious and has hardly any mouth. Could this have something to do with why so many people ignore me? By the way, many of you who know me, know that mu=”12th letter of the greek alphabet”, and sic=”as intentionally so written”. Wouldn’t a person in this metaphysical position have serious issues? It’s a miracle I didn’t end up worse than I am. The upsidedown triangle in the lower right of the card indicates that the victim is female. It seems I have been framed.


So, I cannot help but feel as if I am being punished for my actions in this life, which were directly affected by all of the things mentioned above, and therefore, I feel the need to defend myself.

I am now the target for all the things that TIs talk about regarding the torture I experience on a daily basis. I get the pinpricks, the itching, the burning, the constant pain, the gang-stalking, street-theater routine, and I have to watch as bits & pieces of my own story get played out in the various forms of media (tell-a-vision, mu-sic, & movies), as do many victims (I have heard one other TI call this the “Truman Show Effect”). This is apparently how victims are farmed for the creative inspiration that naturally results from living in a state of severe but unspeakable oppression. They’ve got this down to a science, folks.

Of course, when I try to put videos out about it, I get the online harassment from some very cruel and heartless people who cannot possibly think I am crazy when I only posted about my implants and the history of how RFIDs have been used as early as the 1950s, by people like Dr. Jose Delgado, which is a well known fact, & quite easy to research. The fact that I posted a video about my RFIDs & not 15 minutes later, was attacked by at least 20 commenters, lets me know that there are indeed, disinfo agents out there, just waiting for the chance to earn a few bucks by attacking a target who is speaking the truth. Discrediting the victim is a huge part of their wicked, perverted game.

Here is one other example of how a disinfo agent might work. My youtube user name is the same name I have on this site (musicis2words). On youtube, not long after I began to make videos, I saw a user with the moniker, “ignoramusky”, as in “ignore-a-mu-ski”. Is that a joke? Is he getting paid to do that? Must be quite a cushy job. Or how about the job of those who are tasked with the responsibility of surgically mutilating another individual? How are they able to live with themselves, anyway?

I am sadly reminded of the infamous Stanley Milgram experiment where people were willing to administer shocks to others, even to the point of causing heart pain, simply because they were told to.




In the end of it all, I am all too aware of how my freewill was stolen from me at birth, and on both physical (implants) and metaphysical (archetypes) levels. Since this is no longer deniable, as I am sure my stalkers are well aware, it becomes very difficult for me to live with the day-to-day degrading and humiliating messages coming from stalkers, both online, in person, and via synthetic telepathy through these implants.

The fact remains that, in my head, at each ear, is damning evidence against those who willingly put implants in my head to control my thoughts, emotions, and even my behavior; and in the tarot and astrology is damning evidence that there are indeed occultist elites, running the world, who set individuals like me up, to be made to do things against our will, which makes them directly responsible. I believe this is why I am being tortured. I think they want me dead before I can prove, on a larger scale, what was done to me.

All my life, I felt this absence of higher power, or God. When I was a little girl, I loved God, and wanted to serve Him. The bible says that God grantd human beings freewill, but I am saying that humans have taken away a large measure of freewill just through the “graven images” (images that have become engraven into the collective consciousness) of the tarot and astrology, among other things. The bible says that God loves the truth, but I have found it increasingly difficult to get anyone to see the truth about what was done to me. What in the world is going on here?

Could I be correct in my attributing the upsidedown nature of our world today to the fact that we are living in years surrounding 2012, and the 12th trump of the tarot is an upsidedown figure in most decks (of which there are over 1,000)? Did those who invented the tarot make that card like that on purpose? Getting it in a reading is supposed to mean “redemption through sacrifice“, and although my life sure has seemed like one big sacrifice, I have yet to find redemption, in the biblical sense of the term. To me this card is a misuse of what is known as “the butterfly effect“, whereby a repetion of a vibration increases its amplification.

Okay, so I am ranting now, but everything that I have discovered over the past four and a half years have led me to this point. I so desperately want for the real God, the one who loves each and every one of His creations, to see the truth, and to stop letting me be blamed, and to stop letting me be used, abused, and killed in the process. It’s no wonder that someone in my position would feel this way. I am accused of all sorts of things that are patently false, as well as some things I am responsible for. However, if I was mind controlled my whole entire life, how can I be blamed? I mean, its not just the archetypal memes, the TV, music, or movies, but it is also mind control via implants, which is the most insidious form of mind control I can think of.

It was in 2008 that I discovered the implants, and ever since I have heard audible voices, but for how long was someone “whispering in my ears” before I became aware of these things? The idea that a person will not do something under hypnosis that they are not willing to do while conscious has been disproven, so it should be obvious that until I became aware of what was happening, I had been living under a state of post-hypnotic suggstion.

For many TIs, life seems like a world where you are the butt of a humungous joke that, until now, everyone has been aware of, but you… and the joke is, suprise, you’re being sacrificed! What if this was engineered the whole time that the TI has been living? Would the so-called “higher self” somehow know this, and have serious issues throughout life because of it?

If you are a TI, I ask you to see if you have the 12 in your numerology. It may explain much. Many TIs I have met either have the 12 in their numerology, or they are double digit birthdates.

Another commonality is that many female TIs have some form of the name “Anne”, either as a first or middle name. Imagine my suprise on a TI forum, when I saw the moderator’s email was “anna-advocate”, but her group name was “Jo-Jo-Jive”. I could just be reading into it, but after what I have been through, I am sensitized to this kind of thing. For example, having initials that spell “cat” is used to dehumanize me by my stalkers, but when I looked back on my life and remembered how a woman with the last name “skinner” was able to steal and use my ideas, being reminded of the phrase “skin the cat”, I am again made to feel like my life is a cruel joke.

It is really just covert slavery, which is worse than regular slavery, because the enslaver won’t even admit that it is happening.

May all TIs find relief from this heinous crime.

The Ankh in the Tarot and Metaphysical Mind Control

The Ankh in the Tarot and Metaphysical Mind Control

This piece is taken from a book I am writing about the use of symbolism in mind control. The Monarch Program is so named because of the observation that Monarch butterflies are able to pass down knowledge via genetic memory, and the fact that it can be applied to mind control victims. This means that those who have been mind controlled will pass down their programming to their children via genetics, which will then be reinforced programming delivered via television, movies, and music.

This is an Ankh. It is the Egyptian symbol for life and fertility, which happens to closely resemble the commonly accepted symbol for female. What does it imply when this symbol is upside-down, as it is in the 12th trump of certain decks of the tarot, such as the Harris-Crowley Thoth deck and the Hermetics deck? Has anyone noticed how, in 2012, life seems to be upside-down? In a so-called free country, laws protecting our freedoms have been severely restricted. Has anyone noticed, when seeing news stories about how the Catholic Church, which is supposed to be a spiritual organization, has been indicted on child-trafficking charges? How spiritual is it to sell children into slavery to be ritual sacrifices for some occult desire? Is it also possible that the images of the tarot have had some impact on the state of our world, due to the fact that this image is in the collective psyche on a genetic level? I am reminded of the oft-quoted statement by Michael Ellner: “Just look at us. Everything is backwards; everything is upside down. Doctors destroy health, lawyers 12th Trump Thoth Tarotdestroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the major media destroy information and religions destroy spirituality.” Is it any surprise that this upside-down state of the world has reached a pinnacle in the year 2012, when one looks at the 12th trump of most tarot decks?


If both chaos theory and quantum theory, as applied to metaphysics, dictate that what you focus on becomes attracted to you, as is discussed in movies like The Secret and What the Bleep Do We Know?, then is it possible to program someone into attracting negative things by using symbolism? Is it also possible that, with so many people studying the tarot, do readings for other people, developing their own decks, and so many people repeating the same patterns of symbolism in their versions of the tarot, that those archetypal energies become amplified? I submit that they have become glorified flash cards, causing certain negative memes (a term coined by Richard Dawkins) to become rampant in our world. From Wikipedia: “A meme is an idea, behavior or style that spreads from person to person within a culture. A meme acts as a unit for carrying cultural ideas, symbols or practices, which can be transmitted from one mind to another through writing, speech, gestures, rituals or other imitable phenomena. Supporters of the concept regard memes as cultural analogues to genes in that they self-replicate, mutate and respond to selective pressures.” The rising popularity of the tarot has allowed certain memes to pervade in our culture, possibly contributing to the negative situation in our world today, where so many of us now lack those freedoms we once took for granted. I should have known things were getting ugly when, on the back of someone’s running shoes, I saw the image of the ankh, being splayed apart. It was foretelling of what I would be going through in a very short period of time. Is someone tearing life apart in that logo? How many of these shoes are currently in circulation? To me, the image to the right looks like both the Ankh, and it’s meaning, has been violated. Regardless of where the image of the Ankh came from, it is the associated meaning that became the meme in our culture. Now what happens to those people who have seen the violated image to the right? Anyone who has studied chaos magic undoubtedly knows the answer to this question.

When I was a child, I felt closely identified to the non-debased form of the Ankh, but never knew why. I remember seeing it in a movie once, and I was simply attracted to it. I later learned the meaning associated with the Ankh, as determined by the understanding of its meaning in Egyptian hieroglyphics. I always felt there was something wrong with my life, with the way things always seemed to be lined up against me, but I never understood metaphysically, why it was happening. I used to think that God hated me, that is, until I saw the 12thtrump of the Thoth deck of the tarot. While I hadn’t seen these cards until I was in my 40s, they seem to have had an effect on my entire life simply because my birthdate is 12/12. What’s more, this same peculiar deck also seems to have had an effect on my mother’s life, simply because her birthdate was 4/4, and her card was the Emperor card. Could this card be why she married an Aries and why her mom was an Aries (as seen in the rams behind the character in the card on

4th Trump of the Thoth Tarot deck

the left)? Could this card also have been influential in why the two people she loved the most were both born in the 8th month (as denoted by two 8-pointed stars on either side of the figure)? I would be the lamb at the Emperor’s feet, because I cared about certain causes (indicated by the flag), and would that be my best friend

who is represented by the fleur-dis-li because she was born on 6/6? Is it any coincidence that my mother was a trophy winning bowler?

I mean, it all sure seems like a set up to me. Now consider that 12th trump of the same deck, located on the previous page. Can anyone blame the poor sod born on 12/12 for anything, given the idea of self-fulfilling prophecy and memes? That person is pinned down, unconscious, and hanging from an upside-down symbol for life. I have heard some people believe that Crowley was an evil man, but the question remains: “Did F. Harris design the cards first, or did Crowley give her the design to paint from?” I believe that the bible’s original intent behind the commandment about “graven images” was meant to keep people from having such an influence on others in the manner that the tarot had its influence over me.

The way all of this is connected to Monarch programming is the following: the victim of a set-up, such as the 12th trump could have never truly had freewill because their whole life has been upside-down, making it impossible for them to “live life on life’s terms” so-to-speak, because life’s terms have been completely skewed for them, which makes this a DOUBLE-BIND. Double-bind programming is typical in monarch programming, and is how they put the victim in the proverbial “no-win situation”. From Dictionary.com: “Psychology- it is a situation in which a person is given conflicting cues, especially by a parent, such that to obey one cue is to disobey the other.” From http://www.laingsociety.org: “A second variation of the double bind involves a situation in which a person is chastised for a correct perception of the outside world. In this situation the child will learn to distrust his own sensory awareness in favor of the parent’s assessment of the situation. One example would be the child who is raised in a violent household but is expected to see his parents as loving and peaceful. In later life this person will have a difficult time determining how to behave appropriately in a variety of situations. Indeed, this person will spend an inordinate amount of energy trying to decipher exactly how he “should” interpret the situation.”

For more detailed information on the symbolism of the Ankh, please see the following website: http://www.holoweb.net/~liam/pictures/ankh/ankh.html

For some really good information on the “double bind” concept, please see the following Wikipedia page: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Double_bind.html

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