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Was Aaron Alexis a TI?

Like James Holmes in Aurora, Aaron Alexis shot & killed 12 people. Unlike Holmes, but like Adam Lanza in Newtown, Alexis was also killed. I guess there will be no interviewing him to get his side of the story. It’s not like we get to hear anything from Holmes either, though.

He is reported to have complained about hearing voices & feeling vibrations in his body. He was reported to he been on psych meds. He was also reported to have had some violent crimes in his past. I’m sure there are plenty of facts we are not told, however.

I am a TI, suffering from similar things, but while I may get angry about what is happening to me, I would never pick up a gun & kill anyone. I don’t own any guns, anyway. When I get angry about what is so cruelly being done to me and other nonconsensual human experimentees, I usually get some exercise, read a book, look at something funny, or do some housework. Does that make me any better than these other Targeted Individuals who end up going postal? No, just more in control, thankfully.

Could the psych meds make the difference in whether or not a TI becomes a killer?

Thankfully, I’m not on psych meds. I stopped taking them when I realized they don’t work. Which means, in all likelihood, I am not schizophrenic. Chances are Aaron Alexis wasn’t schizophrenic either, just a targeted individual who “went postal”. Kind of sheds a whole new light on the phrase “going postal“, doesn’t it?

If Aaron Alexis wasn’t actually suffering from a psychiatric problem, & instead, was being targeted by some one with a malefic purpose, then those people who pushed him into this mess are fully responsible for what happened. I mean, what if he was a human guinea pig? What if he had brain implants, ala Dr. Jose Delgado’s research into brain stimulation? Will they do an autopsy? If they do, would they release the results? Would the corporate-owned news media ever tell the whole truth to the American public?

That is, unless it is all just another big acting job by the corporate owned news media. I mean, if this man was really complaining about hearing voices, was on psych meds, and had a violent criminal history, how was he allowed to be at a Naval facility in D.C.? Something smells fishy regarding this whole situation, as it does in the cases of Adam Lanza & James Holmes.

I think the whole idea of a “Manchurian Candidate” is a ruse. I think it is a set up. I think the so-called “Manchurian Candidate” is a person who is more likely framed for a crime they didn’t commit. Like Lee Harvey Oswald, for example. At least the public was able to hear that man actually say that he was a patsy. But that was before the media got owned.

If you are a TI… take care. Don’t go to the psychiatrists, as they won’t help you, & it will only allow them to pin some bogus crime on you later. Don’t lash out at people, since you never know exactly who is behind what is happening to you. Just do your best to survive & see if you can visualize kicking their collective arses in the astral realm.

And remember… anything you learn from the corporate media is merely the stuff you are allowed to know, & it may or may not be related to the truth.

Peace.

Two Views On The Lack Of Freewill

12th Trump from the Thoth Tarot Deck

 

After what I have discovered regarding archetypal transference and its effect on freewill, I recently happened upon an article regarding freewill, or the lack thereof.

A Scientific View:
http://myscienceacademy.org/2013/01/15/scientific-evidence-that-you-probably-dont-have-free-will/

A Metaphysical View:
https://musicis2words.wordpress.com/2013/01/08/abolish-the-archetypes-restore-freewill

I bring this subject up again because it seems that there are a great many people out there who seem to think that the elites (powers that be) need our consent to do certain things, like take away human rights. I simply do not agree with this concept because of what I have been through in my life. I have learned that my whole life has been virtually devoid of freewill, meaning, that for the most part, the events, decisions, beliefs, desires, and emotions I have experienced in my life have been a reaction to programming, via tell-a-vision, movies, music, trauma, neglect, verbal abuse, and, yes, implants.

As a member of a group known as targeted individuals, also known as nonconsentual human experimentees, I am having the same issues as so many others in this section of the population. However, after taking a long hard look at my life, I am seeing that this has been happening my whole life, albeit in a less obvious form…. or maybe I just wasn’t aware of it.

In 2008, I found the RFID sized implants in my ears, which is, coincedentally, the same year I began to hear voices, and the same year I found myself in horrifying pain in my privates, which hasn’t ceased today, but is now combined with all-over iching for no reason, hot spots on various areas of my body (as if someone is holding a lit match up to my skin), heart palpitaions, labored breathing (as if someone is sitting on my chest), burning in my chest and breasts, feeling like the bottoms of my feet are on fire, feeling a rush of adrenaline, making me a nervous wreck, unexplained fear, muscle cramps and twitches. I am simply not myself anymore. So, after making a concerted effort to become a more positive person in my life in 2007, it seems like there was some force out there that simply did not want me to become more positive. It came in and began torturing me in the most inhumane ways, as if in an effort to force me to be negative so that I would attract negative things into my life. I found that people I once trusted, family and friends, began to lie to and about me.Like many targeted individuals, the medical community, police, attorneys, etc., all deny it is happening.

Photos of my implants, which are easily seen by the naked eye, and felt to the touch, and are located about in the place where the external part of a cochlear implant would be (except they go through the cartilage of my ears), is at: https://musicis2words.wordpress.com/2013/01/02/implants-any-questions/

At one point, I thought I was schizophrenic, so I saw a psychiatrist, who promptly dispensed schizophrenic medications to me, which, in fact, made the voices much worse. I was also turned down for disability by a judge, despite the fact that I was given schizophrenic medications, which leads me to believe there is something more insidious going on in my case. It seems to me that a disability has been induced with the use o these implants, so that I would be unable to work, yet, the judge denying me disability tells me that they just want me to die and not be able to get any real medical help, a hope which receiving medicare might have afforded me.

Since I was adopted, and held in custody of the Catholic agency for the first 6 weeks of my life, I have to consider the possibility that I was stolen and sold into a mind control program, which is why I am being targeted now, because I am a witness to an unethical crime done to a newborn baby. I do not say this lightly. I have done some research and found that the Catholic Church in Spain is responsible for stealing over 300,000 babies from their parents and selling them to adoptive families (http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b016d7hz and http://abcnews.go.com/blogs/headlines/2011/10/spains-stolen-babies-an-ugly-past-on-a-staggering-scale-2/), and I have also read of another Catholic adoption scandal in Ireland. Considering the opulence of the Vatican and the Catholic Church in general, it is not a stretch of the imagination that I might have been a victim of Catholic child-trafficking.

Regardless of how I arrived into the hands of such merciless individuals, able to put implants into a child’s head, and use trauma (typical drowning at 3y/o), neglect, verbal & emotional abuse, and mirrors to mind control me, the fact remains that there are simply way too many factors that parallel accounts from the Springmeier/Wheeler book on mind controlled slaves, for me to ignore them any longer.

That being said, it becomes clearer and clearer, with each passing day, that I am indeed a victim of mind control, repleat with implants, and yet, I am finding it difficult to find any help from the medical community so far. If I could only just remove one of these “glorified headphones”, I might find a serial number and be able to track down the manufacturer and who they sold them to. Since I was born at least 15 years after Dr. Jose Delgado began his research into brain stimulation, and since I know what that man was able to do with this stuff, I now know that I never truly had freewill. http://www.wireheading.com/delgado/brainchips.pdf

What was done to me is the direct removal of my freewill through the use of implants, among other typical mind control tactics.

Yet, I hold out the hope that some how, some way, I will find the help I need and deserve, after everything I have been through in my not-so-long life. I say this even though I have become a target for the worst kind of evil, forcing me out of my job, and ruining my entire life, which now has me in fear for my health, life, freedom, and my very soul. I am living in a world of the double-bind, where those things that are truly absurd, sick, and demented are being perpetrated, and/or tolerated by those around me. One look at my implants, and you would know I am not simply schizophrenic.

Those who implanted these things into my ears, and those who are now utilizing the technology to torment me with voices, are directly responsible for stealing the person I was meant to be away from me, and should be held accountable for their unethical and illegal behavior. https://musicis2words.wordpress.com/2012/12/19/this-is-a-bill/

Peace, and may every targeted individual find relief from this evil soon.

IMPLANTS: Any Questions?

RightSideImplantcochlear_implantLeftSideImplantRFIDRiceFingersComparison

Are they RFIDs? Are they “alien implants”? Are they horns? Am I the devil? Can anyone imagine what this would do to a human being? Am I a human guinea pig or an alien abductee, or both? If anyone reading this can help me remove one or both, before I die… this is a desperate cry for help, and not because I am imagining things. I surely cannot be the devil, since when I was a little girl, I loved and wanted to serve God.

If you doubt the possibility of these being implants, please consider that I was born (& placed for adoption) 15 years after Dr. Jose Delgado began his research into brain stimulation, where he was able to make a cat lift its legs, and eventually, stop a bull from charging with a remote control (see “Brain Chips”, on the internet, in .pdf form).

The proof is in the photos, and if you met me, I could place your finger to the point where these things are, and you would see that there is something not natural there. I can put my finger into the ear, on the other side of the “bumps” displayed in the photos, and I can feel the nub on the other side, so they go through the cartilage. They are not keloid scars, nor are they “cutaneous horns”. I just want them removed, but have so far been unable to find a willing doctor to do it? If you have any ideas or suggestions, please do not hesitate to contact me.

cochlearimplant_withmicrophoneConsider this image… It shows a microphone attached to the outside of the person’s skull. Would it be that difficult to modify that to connect to a receiver instead of a microphone (or in addition to it), & put that RFID-sized receiver under the skin?

From the JAMA document (link below):

“The first CI was implanted by William House and John Doyle of Los Angeles, California, in 1961. In 1964, Blair Simmons and Robert White of Stanford University, Stanford, California, placed a 6-channel electrode through the promontory and vestibule directly into the modiolus.”

Thank you for reading!

Peace.

 

References/Related:

Here is a link showing when this technology first came out:

http://archotol.jamanetwork.com/article.aspx?articleid=1688121

“Hearing Voices? Audio Implants”:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CZw1pJ_VspM

 

 

Don’t Want to be Framed for Speaking Truth!

I suppose the most revolutionary act one can engage in is … to tell the truth.

HOWARD ZINN, Marx in Soho

I am writing this to say that if, all of a sudden, I am no longer posting blogs, it is because I have become too vocal about what was done to me (RFID implants and an occult curse involving the tarot). The proof of what was done to me is visible and palpable, and is right on my head, in front of each ear. They are the exact size of RFID implants. Those who deny these are implants are either lying or in denial themselves. I have been a human guinea pig for far too long to deny that I am a victim of mind control and ritual abuse. Please see the following document for more info on the particulars of my case, and photo proof of my implants:

https://musicis2words.wordpress.com/2012/10/06/how-my-case-differs-from-wellknown-mind-control-cases/

I am concerned that I am might get framed for something I have not done. I say this because I am currently harassed and gang stalked and threatened that they are going to do this to me. I have heard them say they want no witnesses. I am one such witness. Over my lifetime, I have been mind controlled by some very nefarious forces that have been unseen by me. Using the implants that could’ve only been put there when I was an infant, in custody of the agency for the first 6 weeks of my life, my mind has been manipulated in ways to make me emotionally unwell, which as they knew, would wind up making me addicted to illegal drugs, which could then be used to discredit me. This has been done in addition to putting me in a family that was either paid to berate me verbally and leave me mostly alone, or they just did it naturally. I have notied in the document above that I spent half my childhood in a literal “house of mirrors”, which would have obvious effects on a young personality.

While I am proud to say I am no longer addicted to illegal drugs, I am sorry to say that I now have a past that haunts me. This was by design. This is a part of the whole “problem-reaction-solution” blueprint whereby they cause the problem, seeking a reaction, so they can offer a solution they already have in mind, which in my case is killing me. So they have used gang-stalking techniques to turn neighbor against neighbor by telling lies and half-truths. This is done on the small scale, but also on the larger scale, within the so-called “truth movement”, as I have sadly noticed over the past four years.

Those in power have been in power for a very long time. They have been in power since long before you or I were ever born, so it behooves me to state that all of history has been written, and is deposed to students by what I can only call “the system”. It is not in that system’s interest to allow those who really do espouse truth to exist, so they put out fake “truthers” online to disseminate disinfo and pit TIs against one another.

I say this because I have had my character assasinated, lost my job, and my whole life has been ruined because I began to discover the truth of what was done to me. I did not consent to be the subject of human experimentation when I was born and sold into slavery via my adoption through Catholic Charities (an agency that has been indicted on child-trafficking charges not too long ago). This is why I have become a victim of what is being called “soft-kill”, “slow-kill”, and “no-touch torture”. I am exhibiting all the symptoms of what is described here: http://targetedindividualscanada.wordpress.com/2011/03/30/direct-energy-weapons-2/

Sadly, I am reminded of a song by the band called “Muse”, called “MK Ultra”, during which the singer says, “All of history deleted with one stroke”. I have noticed how things are being changed online. Facts that used to state one thing are now being changed, or the online documents and websites no longer exist. I have noted in my online dodument called “The Case for the Left”, that studies in stroke victims show how one hemisphere of the brain controls the opposite side of the body. I have noticed how newer documents say this isn’t true, yet it cannot be denied that a stroke in the right hemisphere of the brain always affects something on the left side of the body. Does this fact not tell us that the original assumption is true, and that the right hemisphere generally does control the left side of the body? Yet I have been unable to find a psychologist who can agre with this idea.

One thing I want to note before I end this post is that not many TIs who accept the existence of electronic harassment and direct energy weapons is willing to notice that those in power are adepts in the occult. I say this because many people who can see that I am a target don’t want to see how an occult curse has affected my life. If they know about how Nazi scientists have been used in mind control, in America, then they only need to do a little research to se how the Nazis were involved in the occult. Considering how these Nazi scientists have been used for Monarch and MK Ultra, it is not such a leap to consider that those involved in mind control use witchcraft and satanism to further their goals. In fact, one look at Fritz Springmeier’s work will clarify this. For an interview with this man, see this link: http://targetedindividualscanada.wordpress.com/?s=fritz+springmeier

I am grateful to the “targeted individuals canada” wordpress site for all of their information. It lets me know that I am not crazy.

For more information on the occult and symbolic side of what’s going on, please see this link: https://musicis2words.wordpress.com/2012/09/11/symbolism-mind-control-and-metaphysical-sabotage-in-relation-to-archetypal-transference-and-the-second-commandment-of-the-decalogue

By the way, much of what is happening to targets all over the world, including mind control, is seen in movies, music, and television, but in music, especially. Some songs that relate to my case are:

Believe it or not, there is a rap artist called “TI”.

Kate Bush – Experiment IV (she sings, “they told us what they wanted was a sound that could kill someone from a distance”)

Depeche Mode – Wrong (especially the video-relates to the effects of the tarot curse), Precious

Muse – MK Ultra, Stockholm Syndrome, Unnatural Selection

Thank you for reading.

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